Bex Montz and his mom Katie Ryan laugh a lot together, even when they're talking about depression, suicide, "I've been mentally ill since I was like 13 years old," he said. "Both of you guys are fucking idiots!". But he remembers feeling depressed even before that, as a really young kid, and not understanding why. Her son always denied the charge, saying he had got into bed with her as his own was uncomfortable. when she suddenly shouted: What the fuck do you think you're doing? the mother said: I woke up and found my 14-year-old son on top of me. Every reader contribution, big or small, is so valuable.